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Everyone...

Apr. 7th, 2007 | 01:01 pm

Everyone seemed to disappear...
-Nameless_Fire

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All has been...

Dec. 20th, 2006 | 06:39 pm

All has been destroyed, my will, my writings, that life... It is time to begin a new one...
-Nameless_Fire

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I find it...

Dec. 13th, 2006 | 05:05 pm

I find it really fucked up that when you try to mend a relationship it blows up in your face and then you stop giving a damn about anyone or anything. Then you go an do something stupid like a take a life then that life's brother comes after you then you have to take that life. Finally you just take your own and don't think about the people around you. So you know what FUCK YOU LUFIO!
Nameless_Fire

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Today...

Dec. 1st, 2006 | 07:49 pm

Today I realized that I had no plans for my future nor do I have any dreams or know what I want to do before I die. I don't even have a role model, I don't know weather all of these things are necessary to live and to have a normal life. The must not be if I have gone all of my life without thinking about them. Dreams are a waste of time,since there's a better chance that they won't come true than them coming true. Morals are irrelevant not all have them and not all use them so what's the point of them? I come to realize that all I want is power,wealth,security and friendship. Only question is,why?...
-Nameless_Fire

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One day...

Nov. 16th, 2006 | 08:03 pm

One day this feeling will fade away...
-Nameless_Fire

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He's not...

Nov. 8th, 2006 | 07:30 pm

Shadow's not sick he's dying...
-Nameless_Fire

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Answers...

Nov. 2nd, 2006 | 08:36 pm

The CIA bought my services from my father in 1995 starting at the tender age of four. Over the next 6 years, I was tested, trained, and used in various ways. Electroshock, drugs, hypnosis, sensory deprivation, and other types of trauma were used to make me compliant and split my personality [create multiple personalities for specific tasks]. Each alter or personality was created to respond to a post-hypnotic trigger, then perform an act and not remember it later. This "program" was just one of the operational uses of the mind control scenario by the CIA. Your hard-earned tax dollars supported this. As a survivor of CIA programs Blackhawk/Stealth and Shadow,I began my intense search to document some of the mind control experiments that I was made part of. Through a series of FOIA requests to various departments of the government, 5 years after I was first experimented on, I found solid proof of my memories, proof that was in the government vaults of the nearly 5,000 pages of declassified documents from the Blackhawk/Stealth and Shadow programs. One of the declassified documents states, "Learning studies will be instituted in which the subject will be rewarded or punished for overall performance and reinforced in various ways, with electric shock, etc. In other cases, drugs and psychological tricks will be used to modify attitudes. The experimenters will be particularly interested in dissociative states "multiple personality". An attempt will be made to induce a number of states of this kind, using hypnosis." The government had finally handed me the validation I had been searching for…
-Nameless_Fire

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No one...

Oct. 26th, 2006 | 07:14 pm

No one should worry about me I will be here in life and death...
-Nameless_Fire

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We want...

Oct. 22nd, 2006 | 10:14 pm

We want more than what this world has to offer... That's why I called upon thee...
-Nameless_Fire

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I was trained...

Aug. 27th, 2006 | 10:00 pm

"I was trained for everything from dodging bullets to saving lives but I was never prepared for the things in our brains called emotions."...
-Nameless_Fire

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